August 1 ,2009  Saturday

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Bum mode, hell yeah I know there are so many homework’s, projects, personal problems with my sister and with some friends.This past weeks of the term, can be my worst and unforgettable term of my college life. There are so many mix emotions going in the “circle of friends” my former block dv2. I really miss them, all the happy and jolly memories, “lahat ng pangaasar namin kay dimz”.  But know I rather be alone and run away from them.

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“naiipit ako” ” naiipit at nasasaktan, wala akong kasalanan naiipit ako at nasasaktan sa mga sinasabi nila, tinago ko lang yun promise ko sa isang barkada ko dahil promise yun eh,” “pero dahil doon sa ginawa ko madami nagagalit, madaming naasar, madaming nagtatampo, “hindi daw ako tunay na kaibigan dahil hindi ko daw sinasabi yung mga nanalaman ko. ” sa situation ko ngyun. naiipit ako sa away ng  mga mga kaibigan ko makukulit,kahit na galit sila saakin ok lang saakin, pinatawad ko na sila at sana din naman patawarin nila ako sa ginawa ko, hindi na ako galit pero nasaktan ako ng lubusan, yun poh ee,” for now palamig mode muna ako, iwas mode muna, I hope this end soon,!! I am willing to share my side when the war is over?!

For now I hope this drama will end,

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In the other news, haiz it’s been 4 months no communication with my carbon copy (trix).

“grabe wala talagang pansinan” it’s been 4months no communication at all, verbal and action. It’s been so  stressful for me not talking to my sister, yeah I know it’s my fault, it’s really a bad idea that you protect you sister to a stranger? for the past years me and my sister keeps secrets to each other, like I used to cut school and she is the only one who knows where I go and what the hell I am doing. Then when I am on my way home I always brought a dozen of krisy kreme just for her.  I really love my sister so so so much. She is my friend when I am so down. She is also my partner in crime when we are going out. We always go to the same salon and have a haircut together. We also eat together. “kahit ano, or kahit gaano kalaki ang gastos ko ok lang saakin basta ang importante, basta” she is happy! “masaya na ako doon”

But now I feel that there are invisible walls in us, from the moment I arrived from school she just ignoring my greetings and went to her bed and sleep. I intend to tell some corny jokes I know but all I see is anger?  There are incidents that I really want to talk to her face to face but still she is avoiding me and completely change her number. I feel that I am an only child trap in the four dimension of my house. She intends to talk to her friends rather hanging out me and go Malling. Oh this is really pissing me off. And still I have nothing to do but let time past the incident and we forgive and forget. Honestly speaking i really miss her, and I don’t know what to do or where do I start?I’ts like loosing the half of you,!! I hope everything will be fixed, her 18th birthday will be on November 26 and that is really soon, haiz. For now I am ready to sacrifice everything, even my schooling. I rather be in a unknown school and she is in benilde, ” masaya na ako kapag, masaya na siya”. huhuhu =(

I am a bad brother????

to be continue

trix

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July 22, 2009. Wednesday

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It’s official after many months falling for wrong girl, I can say that “I’m back with vengeance” .(ha-ha)it’s been a year (I Think)since my last visit here in word press, yeah it’s been  8 or 9th months of moving on with my previous relationship. Until now I can’t say that it’s all over, I have this feelings for her until now. (Nah) later for my mushy story, so anyway!

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What new for me? oh I’m now 3rd year MMA student and thank god I survived the 2 years taking this course. For the past term I have this sudden realisation that I should continue what my heart is beating and ignore the opinion of others. Shifting from a course from (multimedia arts) to culinary arts is a challenge for me personally I am afraid of challenges in life. Some people said ” oi jomz kaya mo pa ba” !, ” oo naman” , “pero but deep inside of me it’s really destroying my soul, my heart!. “All I want to do is to cook food and bring happiness and bring smile in their life “ “All I want to be is a well known international pastry chef”. (haiz) oh well maybe god do have plans for me,” ilan atemps na ako mag shift  pero parang si “god” talaga ang ayaw =)) “hahah yeah sounds funny but true.

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to be continue

fcuk love.. =))

woh..really love “scuks”

haha btw guys according to “the studies”. almost 90% of blooger post is all about the (fcuk love).

There’s no doubt about it: falling in love is the most amazing, exciting, terrific, wonderful, and outstanding. Well, okay, you get the picture already. Falling in love is pretty doggone great. And if you’re wondering, there are tons of reasons to fall in love, too. Of course, if you’re looking for a reason to fall in love, my first question is this: why the heck do you need one, knucklehead? If this post does end up convincing you to give love a try, don’t go rushing out and falling head over heals for someone right away. Take your time, for crying out loud.

1. Falling in love makes you smile all the darn time.
Ever seen the girl or the guy who’s always tackling everything life throws at him/her with optimism and a grin? Well that dude’s probably in love. , you should know that you’re more likely to succeed at everything you do if you can tackle it with a smile on your face. So go ahead, stay away from love and keep frowning. Just get used to always being one step behind of the people who’s in love and smiling.

2. Falling in love makes you better looking.
No, really, it does. And I’m not just talking about a healthy glow, either. When we’re in love, we’re more likely to take better care of ourselves, as you’ll see in number seven, and take more pride in our

3. Falling in love makes you love yourself more, too.
Like we’ve said before, being in a romantic, loving relationship has a way of helping you to learn to love yourself too. Most of us don’t realize that we have so many good qualities, and seeing yourself through the eyes of a person who is crazy about us can be one heck of an exhilarating experience.

4. Falling in love makes you richer.
This isn’t just our opinion. Countless studies have proved that people in long-term, committed romantic relationships go on to earn more than people who stay single. So if you won’t fall in love for your heart’s sake, do it for your wallet.

5. Falling in love makes you see stuff you didn’t notice before.
No, I don’t mean pink elephants or UFO’s. The stuff you notice when you’re in love was always there, you just never thought it was important enough to pay attention to before. When you’re truly in love you are able to take things slower, be more observant, notice more details, and have a greater understanding of things.

6. Falling in love makes you a nicer person.
This one is a no-brainer. It’s tough to be mean to everyone when there’s a wonderful person in your life who’s making every day special and exciting. I mean, it’s no cure-all if you’re a complete jerk, but it can at least take the edge off a little.

7. Falling in love makes you take better care of yourself.
Like I said in number two, falling in love makes you look better because it gets you in better shape. Being in love with someone is a great way to get motivated to become a healthier person, lose weight, and take better overall care of yourself. It won’t make you into a fitness guru or anything, but it’s easier to go for a jog when you know there’s a special person in your life.

8. Falling in love gives you something to dedicate yourself to.
It’s a little-known fact that having something to dedicate yourself to makes you more successful at everything you try to do. That something can be a concept or an idea, but it’s much better and more satisfying if it’s a person. And making the person you love proud of you is one heck of a great feeling.

9. Falling in love makes you grow up in a good way.
Being more grown-up isn’t always a good thing . . . in fact, there are plenty of childlike qualities that go a long way to help a romantic relationship and make it more fun and exciting. But being in love will also make you more responsible, more mature, and more careful. And if you can master those qualities while still letting yourself have fun, you’ll have one heck of a great relationship.

10. Falling in love makes you live longer.
Don’t take our word for it. It’s, like, totally common knowledge that people who are in long-term, loving relationships simply live longer than people who aren’t. Want to live to see your 100th birthday? Then you better start looking for that special someone to celebrate it with.

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Mr Suman=))

The (Rocker) Writer was born on the 1st day of February year 1990. In this same year, the band Eraser heads is now starting to capture each and everybody hearts by storm.

Currently he is a Sophomore student taking up Bachelor of Arts Major in Multimedia Arts (ABMMA) in De La Salle College of Saint Benilde in Taft Ave Manila (“Front” of De La Salle University Manila).He is planning on proving those judgmental people – specifically, people who are telling him that his school is for the “rich yet unintellectual or unskilled people”. he believed that De La Salle-College of Saint Benilde is an institution of the creative minds and skilled people in the field of arts, management, and business field.

Jomar is the real name but he rather be called as “Jomz”. Most people describe his physical appearance as a “Bad boys” because of his looks ( “he love Black kasi ee”).some of them called jomZ “Emo” because of his hair =)), but he is really not emo.=)

The rocker has influence many people minds by his music and stories. He shares stories by composing new songs creating video stuff etc. He loves to play his bass guitar  He is a fan of Local OPM bands (Original Pinoy Bands) and loves the songs of “generations hero” Eheads.

He is a fan of Sponge bob square pants(The Patrick Star Show) ha-ha . He is a self confess Krispy kreme addict.

The author loves cooking and baking. He should be in the field of culinary and pastry baking, but sad to say that “god” and his parents didn’t grant it.

To be continued: \m/

Making his mark to the music industry…